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February Journal 2008 Writings I may think of suicide but unlike others, I will not attempt it no matter how worst life may come out. Sometimes I feel like I don't belong in this worthless life, that I don't belong in my family. My older and younger sister hates me, and proves it to me.. But why die now..? I have friends to stay with and protect them from hurt, but I haven't been able to do so. My friend lost her dad, it's hard to believe that he's dead. What if all the ones you lost were watching you? I try to keep my friends and family safe, but not one can keep another from hurt. All I wish is for them not to be hurt I'd rather get stabbed with all this hurt. No one deserves to die nor live a short life because another is causing pain for them. If I found out that someone was being mean to my friends I'll be right there to help them. I'll try to be there for them through it all.

Posted by: xXZelzex9808Xx Tue Feb 24, 2009 @ 04:20am

Only a puppet to one's amusement. The life lived has always been a lie.

"I don't have nightmares, I create them."

"I'd like to depart this world the way I arrived, screaming and covered in someone else's blood."

"I'm the original, I don't need a label."

I am the type of person you would love to see suffer.

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fatelinka
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Commented on: Tue Mar 10, 2009 @ 03:34am


	Ill say what my dad says " If you comment suicide ill comment suicide and come after you" then my dad whould come after me then... =/

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