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To put it frankly, I feel neglected. Is this just a high school phase where all your friends get boyfriends and girlfriends and they constantly tell them everything, no longer using you as an outlet? I hope so. -sighs- If they don't need me anymore, I'll gladly leave them alone. There are so many other places to hang out. I don't want to be a loner, but that is starting to become an option.

There is the fact that I don't perfectly fit anywhere. I'm always a bit different from everybody.

I miss that friendly and concerned attention. I miss that happy smile when we see each other and say hi. But, of course, I believe that's saved for someone even more special. A prince, perhaps?

And Karmen was so right.

Bryson didn't answer my IMs twice. I wonder why. If he was on, he could have answered them. He changed his status message.

It would be nice if someone could read my journal entries and give me nice comments.

-sighs- What is so great about him? He's sweet, flirty, and nice when he talks to her, but to me he is just a sarcastic nuisance.
They only talk on Gaia, too. What is the point of wanting to be wholly with someone if you guys can't even communicate if not through pixels? Hey, I'm not saying that's a bad outlet, it's just not the best.

And, yes, I am feel a bit neglected and ticked off. Just a bit. .__."
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I want to talk to someone about my problems. But no one seems to want to listen. I want to talk to Bryson about this. But he can seem so impersonal and apathetic at times.