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this is how it ends by damien reo aka ben L

and this is how it ends, u walk away, i stand alone
life isn't a fairy tale its just a tragic ending.
i used to think it was just u and me.
but ive been wrong all along.
u left my side and u went with another man i'm just that second man standing on the sideline
and u'll never know the pain u caused the tears that can not fall. the blood that always flow. it can not stop. i hate u, i love u, i hate me for loving u. i just wanna forget everything about u, yet ur always in my head. i just wanna scream leave me be. now i'm trying to find a way to get rid of this pain. i gotta run, never look back i gotta stay strong, head on fast. i'll leave u behind with all the memories cuz ur a nobody now, nothing when u die. ur s**t to me just like ur words. it'll never b u know its true. i was nothing to u from the start. i hope u get hurt in the end just like i did then may b u'll start to understand. u can't run back to me like u used to. this time i won't b here i'll let u die in peace and i'll throw that rose on ur grave saying, " its just me now b***h and i'm living life with a smile on my face" and so this is how it ends i'll watch u fall and i'll be the one standing. it'll rain for the tears i can't shed, but it doesn't matter to me...ur dead to me..ur nothing to me...i'll never love u again

written by damien reo aka ben l