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Blooms Within
Sometimes I’m not going to make it,
Sometimes I’m going to loose,
Sometimes winning wont be an option.
Expecting
And hoping
Are just words to me,
And I keep on waitin,
But I don’t think I’ll ever make it to everything I’ve hoped for.
I need to be strong,
And just keep pushing on.
I can’t always make it…
I’m always going to want to cry
I’m always wanting to go back in time to make
Everything okay.
I’m always gonna wonder what happened
What would’ve happened.
Sometimes,
Surviving wont be an option.
Sometimes giving up will have to be the
Answer.
But, maybe I will be stronger?
(stronger.)
I can’t always be strong,
(I can’t)
Being weak is going to have to be who
I am.
(It’s going to have to be an option)
Sometimes I’m going to want to
Scream
And sometimes I’m going to want to
Laugh.
Sometimes I’m going to want to feel
You
One more time.
Maybe there’s gonna be another
Day? Maybe.
Maybe I’ll have the strength,
Maybe I’ll have the hope
And the happy endings…
Maybe not to life,
But a happy ending to the
Day.
Sometimes I wont know it,
This is gonna be the days I remember
When I am
50.
These are gonna be the days I’m gonna miss.
These are the days I’m
Gonna remember.
These days will be the day
I will fly in the air,
Nothing will keep me back.
Sometimes I’m going to want to
Die.
And sometimes I’m going to want to
Give up on the ones I love.
There’s always gonna be a new day.
I can’t always win.
I can’t always have good days.
I can’t always beat the struggles.
And I can’t ever give up
Because the one who ends up beating me,
Is gonna be the one who’ll regret it.
There’s always gonna be a new day…
Sometimes I have to loose…
There’s a new day.
There’s a new hope
That blooms within.
 Deceased Poet · Sun Feb 15, 2009 @ 01:09am · 0 Comments |
