Wish
There are some things
I regret ever doing.
Those things that I do
hurts more than a bee's sting.
I wish to not ever hurt him
because he holds a special place in my heart.
But when I write poems about him
these words are true yet special words of art.
The thing that I really regret
is that me putting my anger out on him.
I feel so stupid for ever
doing that to him yet...
Sometimes I find myself thinking...
Wondering why I do that to him...
Sometimes I just wish I could
walk up to him, then start hugging...
When I say "I wish",
that means I really mean it.
To be with him puts my heart at ease
because he is everything I ever needed.
I wish to not ever leave my love
because he the one I care for most.
But this boy I love most,
is the only person I hold so close.
I really don't care what others think about me
because they don't understand.
I tend to act very different but when those others
need my help, they take my hand...
I like to help otheres as much as I can.
Though sometimes I tend to not say
it logically, but I can only think it.
I still do that even to this day.
The most important thing I think about
is why I even exist...
I wonder how everything would appear...
Something tells me I won't be missed...
I wish I knew why I act like this.
To my definition, it means that I'm abnormal.
Some say that it's unique and how
It something I'm used to and that's not really informal.
But the thing is that I really wish the most
is that I really want to make him happy...
Drowning in a sea of loneliness and depression
is not a very cherishable feeling...
You know, this is a first time I ever
felt this way about someone.
I mean a real first time; He is special to me
so that's why I will not let him go and... that'll be a never.
There are some things
I regret ever doing.
Those things that I do
hurts more than a bee's sting.
I wish to not ever hurt him
because he holds a special place in my heart.
But when I write poems about him
these words are true yet special words of art.
The thing that I really regret
is that me putting my anger out on him.
I feel so stupid for ever
doing that to him yet...
Sometimes I find myself thinking...
Wondering why I do that to him...
Sometimes I just wish I could
walk up to him, then start hugging...
When I say "I wish",
that means I really mean it.
To be with him puts my heart at ease
because he is everything I ever needed.
I wish to not ever leave my love
because he the one I care for most.
But this boy I love most,
is the only person I hold so close.
I really don't care what others think about me
because they don't understand.
I tend to act very different but when those others
need my help, they take my hand...
I like to help otheres as much as I can.
Though sometimes I tend to not say
it logically, but I can only think it.
I still do that even to this day.
The most important thing I think about
is why I even exist...
I wonder how everything would appear...
Something tells me I won't be missed...
I wish I knew why I act like this.
To my definition, it means that I'm abnormal.
Some say that it's unique and how
It something I'm used to and that's not really informal.
But the thing is that I really wish the most
is that I really want to make him happy...
Drowning in a sea of loneliness and depression
is not a very cherishable feeling...
You know, this is a first time I ever
felt this way about someone.
I mean a real first time; He is special to me
so that's why I will not let him go and... that'll be a never.
