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Everyone Knows that its Souzou!
It's made of crack ... No REALLY
Just A Little Stunned, Really
I think I may have just been handed an incredible opportunity. I recieved a text from Triptych Books about 30 minutes ago and they wanted to know if I could... Well, if I could provide artwork for them when they present themselves to some possible investors.

To be honest, this is completely mind-blowing for me. I've only known these guys for one month, but I won't deny that I find their work to be absolutely brilliant! Their writing is absolutely amazing and so incredibly- no, beautifully creative, I can see all of it in my head. I can even feel the temperature of the moments and taste the background scents in the air when I look at their works. Half of what they've done, they actually described to me one-on-one. I truley respect them for what they do and how hard they've been working at it for the last few years with the amount of obstacles they've run into. They're so determined, I feel like a pebble between pillars when I watch them.

I would take this in a heartbeat if I wasn't enrolled in so many classes right now! It's practically being given to me on a silver plate, but it's presence is questioning my priorities.

On the one hand: I could refuse. I could tell them I'm too busy with classes and get back to all of the work I have (especially when I'm already two weeks behind in one class already).

On the other: I could take it. But this could go in three directions from there! 1) I do this work at the cost of homework at the college. 2) I do this work but fail to make the deadlines, due to the time spent on homework and create a lose/lose situation for myself.

But #3 catches my interest... I could create this work... WITHOUT falling behind on homework and yet STILL reach the deadlines.

If... And this is a huge 'if'... If I could DO that. If I actually succeeded. That would be phenomenal! Not only would I feel proud of my work, but I would also be starting the tiny steps in my career. I would recieve credit for this work, and as Triptych grows stronger, I'm going to be noticed.

Is this making sense yet?

THIS COULD GET MY FOOT IN THE DOOR!

I have to go think about this... I can't sleep now anyway.






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Junsui_87
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commentCommented on: Tue Feb 03, 2009 @ 06:15pm
Well you always have me to help out with your homeworks! I really hope that all those things I cut out for you actually helped instead of you just humoring me! ^_^ I'm glad for you! I really hope that you do have the time for it! Chances are, if you can't do the entire thing...they will understand, but you could always do a little bit here and there! ^_^


commentCommented on: Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 12:20am
I feel really happy for you, Sou. More than that, thrilled, excited, ecstatic! You can do this! I know if you want this, if you really really want this, if you know in your gut that you can do this, you should. You just need to put 100% of your heart, body, and soul into both your schoolwork and your work. You can't sacrifice all you accomplished at school, but at the same time it's not something that comes along everyday. Just follow what you think is right, what you know is right. Only you know what that is.



majordanger_gundam
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Souzou the Insane
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commentCommented on: Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 02:45am
Oh no, Junsui, they will come in handy greatly for tomorrow's class ^^

And I agree with that statement, Major. I've been thinking about this over the last twenty hours and I seriously think I should. There's just that subtle apprehension and worry that I'm currently fighting with. Once I beat it out, I think I'll call them up and tell them I accept >3


commentCommented on: Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 07:09am
That's my girl! Go get'em! blaugh



majordanger_gundam
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