Well, i have been thinking about what to start off my journal as, for a while. Finally, i decided, it will be an introduction to me, and a little about my life.
Me & Family:
The name is Terrence Gregory Raymond Landry, but I am only called by Greg in Real Life. My father, and my Grandfather share the same 1st name as me, so they just call me Greg, and my dad, Terry.
My Grandfather passed away before I was born, so I never met him, sadly, but he is the Original Terrence in our family. I have one sister, named Lauren, who is 4 years older than me. She is diabetic, so she gets sick a lot. We don't always get along, but she's the only sibling I have. I am most comfortable around her, ofcourse, and she sees me at my craziest. Though, she is one of the weirdest people I know, she is also quite funny...in a weird way. But ofcourse, like any other sibling, sometimes I simply can't stand her.
Well, my parents names are Cynthia, and Terrence, as said before. They met at a young age, and got married in their late 20's, having 1st my sister, and then me, their last child. Our family is nowhere near perfect, and we all went through alot during the past few years. It seems things are finally starting to get back on track. Though, in the past our family wasn't much of a family at all. So much we have went through, but in the end, we have all grown stronger because of it, and matured to some extent.
The negative of that, is how I grow to trust people, and different anger issues i used to have. Though, I have more of a laid back state of mind now, and don't worry much about anything, my past with my family helped me grow to be able to stand to anything.
My father, though I love him more than mostly anybody, he is also my most hated person. Confusing, yes, but part of me despises him. Though, i am sure one day we will move forward, and I will mature to a point where I can finally forgive and forget. Though, me and him do bump heads. It has gotten to a point where when things get crazy, i will gladly fight him, and let out all the things I held in as a child.
Ok, that's TOO deep. xD My mother, is very deep into church related activities, and i spent most of my life around my mother rather my father. So, i grew up around the church and used to partake in many Religious activities growing up. Though now, I have grown out of them, and I hardly partake in as much as I should. But that is a whole different story. My mother is the person i love the most in my life, naturally. She is annoying, hard to be around, and easily pisses me off, but I couldn't imagine my world without her.
Exclusively Me:
Now, more about me, for those that are interested. I am currently 20 years old at the moment, Birthdate is July 25th, 1988. I'm African American, and proud of it too. I wouldn't want to be anything else, no matter how discriminated and how much other races look down on us. To put it simply, being black is the realest thing you can be in my eyes, and everybody black can feel that and agree to the greatest level of understanding. My eyes are a brown, sometimes a lighter brown than most. I have a caramel skin tone, not very dark at all, thanks to my dad's side of the family. My hair naturally curls slightly, so i try to keep it cut most of the time, but even when it grows out, i can still keep it in a nice condition. I have facial hair, and I can't seem to get used to me without it. I tried shaving it off, and trying it without it, and everybody agreed that I looked WAY too weird. I am around 6'0 (6 feet), and around 165 lbs. I'm not so muscular, but I am nicely toned out. I'm no where near fat, and i eat healthy. I don't exactly exercise, but between work at church, helping out with my family, and the manual labor at work, i keep my body fit and intact.
My hair color is black, ofcourse. Shoe size is 13, and not growing anymore thank God. The theory of the Shoe size/d**k size ratio is true when it comes to me (LOL). Yeeaa, i just said that.
The Style:
Clothes style mostly consists of Coogie. I love that clothes line. But when not wearing Coogi, i usually just wear any jeans, that i bought that I thought looked nice. Most of my pants have some sort of design on it, naturally, and are slightly baggy. Yes, i do sag, but no, my boxers don't show. I don't see how it's possible NOT to sag. I mean, i don't even mean to anymore, but my pants still hang half on my a**. xD I don't feel right, or comfortable wearing it any other way.
For shirts, i usually wear regular T-Shirts, but I LOVE button-up shirts, dress shirts, and Polo shirts. When i'm trying to look nice, you will see me in one of the 3 most of the time. But the thing i love the MOST is denim outfits. Denim jacket, and matching pants, are like God's gift of style to me, lol. I usually wear regular tennis shoes, and all, that i try to have match with my outfit. I'm honestly not much of a shoe person. I only really have like 4-5 pairs of shoes, and that's not a lot to say that I keep shoes for a long time. Socks, i don't care for ankle socks. They fall in your shoe, and you have to keep raising them. They suck a**. So i wear, yes, TUBE SOCKS! Socks that looks like tubes. But who cares, not like you can see them anyway. Why? I don't wear shorts. xD I probably only have, like, 3 pairs of shirts in my wardrobe. I rather pants, so that's all i wear.
I don't care for hats, and i do have both of my ears pierced. I hardly wear earrings anymore, but i do like round studded ones, and small hoop earrings. I do have one chain, that i used to rock, but my ex girlfriends mom broke up, and also this other girl I used to talk to back in high school. Ever since then, I haven't really ******** around with chains. I kept the Diamond Cross pendant for it, and bought a cheap silver chain to go with it, and I am good with that.
I don't ******** with watches, because I have a cellphone, and that is what i use my phone for, along with texting, and calling. Watches are just useless to me now. I used to have belt buckles, but then I noticed how retarded that they are. I do want a snake skin belt, but I hardly show my belt when i wear clothes, so i haven't gotten one yet. No need to.
The Love Life:
SINGLE! I don't trust bitches. I ******** them. LOL.
Ok ok, no not really. Seriously, I am a gentleman, and a very romantic-minded man. I do believe in true love, and I do believe I used to be in love as well. Ever since me, and the one girl that I thought I would always be with broke up, I haven't been up to trusting anybody to get too close to me. Call me emo, or w/e, but she is still number one in my heart, and I don't want to chance hurting any other girls by dating them, knowing I still love her. Who is her? Well, not like any of you know her anyway, so I will tell you.
The girl I "used" to love has the name of Jonique Fontenot. She is currently 17, a Senior in Highschool. We met in highschool her freshman year, and dated from her freshman year, till the summer before her Senior. As in, we broke up in July, a week before my birthday. Wow....if i typed all that me and her went through, i would be here all day.
She was the most unique person I ever came across, and also one of the most common. She liked all those steriotypical things that teenage girls like, but she was still different. Maybe because she wanted to stay a virgin till marriage. So no, me and her never had sex before, and believe me, i tried. xD She is a stubborn one, and it used to make me mad, but then I grown to respect that alot about her. Not many girls out there like her anymore. She was a strong woman to some extent, but she was also weak, and frail when it came to relationships, and trust. I don't think she ever truly trusted me, which led to our downfall. Her family hated me, so eh. But they were a bunch of bitches afterall. But in the end, i thought me and her would last. We WERE together on and off for 3 years straight. It's been a long time since i talked to her...
So, am I still in love with her? Ofcourse. But I think maybe me and her are truly over this time. I mean...it's silly. I'm the one who left her. She has moved on, has grown ALOT, and even has a new boyfriend now, around my age in college. They plan on going to the same college when she graduates, and from what i heard, they are taking it slow, and starting off to a great and beautiful relationship. She is so much more mature now, and grown so much into a fine respectable woman that I knew she would be. I wonder if she thanks me from taking her in while she was the timid shy girl, with no love experienced, and constantly tried to BASH in her head the 101 about relationships and love. I think, even though in the end, me and her didn't stay together, i have taught her alot, and she has to me as well. How nice it would be for it to end at that, but things just aren't that easy, it seems.
So now, i am a manwhore. Just a huge flirt, flirting with people left and right. I have no real wants to be with anybody, and the only girl i want to be with, it's not even possible. Why do i do this? Well, i don't have the state of mind, or the will to start over from the beginning with anybody. I've been there, done that, and all that good stuff. Meh..moving on.
In Gaia:
I joined Gaia in 2006, originally, as Tsuruko Hideki. That was my 1st, noobie account, lol. Yeeaaa, i got banned a few times back then. Buying off site gold, without even knowing it was illegal, lol. I finally stopped when i made my Tsuruko Hideki 3 account, and started making gold other ways. All my account names? Too many to name....But i will anyway!
Account Names:
Tsuruko Hideki, Tsuruko Hideki 2, Tsuruko Hideki 3, GregRay, iSperminated, St Ajore, Calamity Divine, HoIy, PIeasure, Gold-Tsu, Golden-Tsu, Silver-Tsu, MoIest, Ped0phile, DJ Tsu, DJ MoIest, DJ Flirt, and now, LyricaI.
In Gaia (continued):
So yea moving on. I hang out in Rally alot, and I have become an exchanger, so i have been making gold that way now. I am known to leave Gaia for some months, and come back rich. So, many think that maybe I am a hacker, or something. But in reality, I take brakes, and exchange on other accounts, and mule accounts that i make, till i get enough to come back, and take a break in my main accounts. Ofcourse, i still exchange in my main accounts as well, because I can never get away from exchanging. I do alot of buying, and selling for profit to make my gold, and i do alot of trying to tutor others to do the same.
I notice how alot of fellow Black Gaians have taken the route of hacking to get their gold, and i have taught a few to earn gold without doing hacking, to avoid getting banned. I try to help out those to understand that it is quite easy to make gold, if you put your mind to it, and don't mind putting effort in the hard work needed to do so.
I have met many friends in Gaia, and lost just as much. There are some people who touched my life deeply, and some of those people i don't even keep intouch with anymore. I have a busy life at times, so please, excuse me if you feel I have done anything to avoid you.
But, you will see those who are always on my friendlist, no matter how many accounts i have. Those are good friends. But hey, people come and go, and life moves on. Who knows what may happen between two people. Love, hate, it's all in time.
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