i've found a bigger pit of senseless crap and mindless jackass, expounding upon opinion as if it were fact, and riding those wonderful crests of "Inernet popularity". This pit is larger, and more bleak and horrid than GD. It is more senseless and chock full of idiots than the worst day in chatterbox. And it's not even on Gaia. wink
Many of you love this place. Many of you are paying members. Quite frankly, I'm sick of this place. I'm sick of everyone there trying to pass off their goddamn opinion as fact. Especially when it concerns Gaian issues. I'm sick of watching people I respect wander in there, and join the masses of trolls and flamers, and shove their heads up their goddamn asses with the rest of the ********.
So, let me lay some things on the line for some of you. For the people who are really pissing me off today. For the people who really pissed me off a week ago, and will piss me off tommorrow. And the next day.
Gaia is a website.
Gaia is a game, and a forum, all in one. It' a magical concotion of heaven and hell and vile putrecense and anger and rage and sickness and stupidity and violence and sex and love and hate and lust and loss and sheer unbridled base isntincts. It's all kill or steal or ******** or take. That's all it boils down to for most of the users.
And that's a little ******** sick. They will do anything to get their pixelated crack hit. Break any rule, steal, lie, cheat, dishonor, spread rumors, and hack the ******** system, to get this pixelated crack hit.
This could have been a good event. It still might be. I don't harbor much hope for that. All these ******** ******** are going to ruin it for me. Why? Because they resort to any ******** urge just to get their way. They are the spoiled, misbegotten masses of Gaia. The rich-b***h kids who look for the hamstring while admiring the leg.
The petty bastards who gather off gaia, to discuss gaia, and badmouth gaia where they can't be banned. Why? because for all the prattling, whining, bitching, complaining, lying, cheating, schemeing, plotting, scamming, rampant bullshit that they spout.. They're all so afraid of losing their accounts that they leave Gaia to complain.
They just can't stand to lose their items that they worked so hard ******** people over for. In their off-site fortress, mods are powerless, so of course, mods are standard bashing material. Just like everywhere else. Because we don't get enough crap at this job already, we need to get it off-site, too. And sure, they bash the s**t out of mods, but everyone knows it's from an underlying desire to be one.. right? Well, maybe not. They hate and revile us so much, they might just fear becoming one of the persecuted.
And it doesn't matter if you're a good, clean mod who does their ******** job, doesn't abuse power, and is generall as human as possible. No, doesn't matter. Nothing can beat past their opinions and notions, and assurances, and their "past traumatic moderator experience". Oh, cry me a ******** river. When we moved your thread about how cool you were because of your big p***s, it wasn't a direct attack on your inscutable throne of pwoer or your massive genitalia, or your impossible popularity, or your accumulated golden wealth, or your infallible lofic. It's because it was in the wrong ******** place, or it didn't belong on gaia. Maybe if you spent less time jacking off all over each other, you'd realize that the rules apply to you too.
But, I get excited from time to time, and let my hate spill out. Usually, it's after i've wandered near the fortress of solitude, and felt the cries and the wailings of the damned, stupid ******** inside.
I've got an attachment to the site because I work here. Becuase I like seing my work make things better. No mod takes the job to watch things get worse. No mod works here to abuse people and degrade people. No mod takes this job to have people spit in their faces every goddamn day.
I'm sick of people spitting on my work and on my name. I'm sick of people spitting on the admins for trying to create a place for people to have fun. I'm sick of people giving the admins s**t for trying to earn a living doing something they love. I'm sick of people blaming everyone else for their situation. I'm sick of overinflated egos and undervalued facts. I'm sick of people crying abuse and screaming opression because they can't follow ******** rules. Sometimes, sometimes, I'm sick of caring. I'm sick of giving a s**t about people.
That doesn't mean I'll stop. Because, try as I might, I always find a little bit more fight in me. A little bit more to give to everyone. A little push of anger to keep my sanity and my spirit going. Sometimes it seems like so much push, for so little reward. Sometimes..
And people wonder why I'm so angry.
And s**t, I know I act so nonchalant sometimes, it's got to be abrasive. I know a lot of you think I don't care. I know a lot of you hate me. I know a lot of you think you're better than me. I can't change that. All I can do is tell you what I see, and hope you do something.
