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something about being a vampire has made boys and girls find me very attractive then usual. Is it my pale light brown skin or is it my smile that they want. they always have something sexual to say and i am not up for it. Before i was a vampire i was still a virgin and i will remain that way until this so called beloved i have read so much in vampire books comes along and saves me from this dark grip that the darkness has on me. With me being a day walker and a night walker i am different from the others that i hang out with. And i see that by looking at them with my pale dark black eyes. I see that they have been at this vampire thing way more then i have and i turned into a vampire at the age of 18 when i had no business wondering the streets of my town at night. My parents and i had a fight and i wasnt about to stand there and be cursed at by them and telling me that the reason why they yell is becuase they love me. I knew it was all bullshit when they told me that. I was the middle child and hardly got any attention from my so called parents that were suppose to love all children the same way but i ended up with the short end of the stick and the vampire's name that turned me was Artica. He was a pretty nuce vampire and he said that it wouldnt hurt when it happened....