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My family and i was very happy together. We had our mishaps, but wat family doesn't? My sis had 7 years wit my father and my bro had 9. Me? I only had 4 years wit my father. And dats when i started devolopin my vocabulary! So i didn't kno him long! Then that faithful day, my father saw my mother cheating wit my former (in my mind) step dad. They got into an argument, and i was crying my heart out. My step dad wanted to "calm me down", but i wouldn't let him touch me. Then as soon as i stopped, i started again when my father said "******** this! I'm outta here!" Those words have haunted my dreams since then. Nobody has had a full grasp on my heart, and i dont' think they will soon. That will haunt me until my father returns or i die. Which ever one comes first. So to all my friends who r reading this, THIS is y i don't talk,THIS i don't stand up for my self, and THIS is y i always wear a frown. Right this moment, i dont' even know if my father is alive or not. And if he is, i DAMN sure dont kno where he at. So, Deathanimal, u wanted to kno. WELL NOW U KNO!!
my emotions: cry crying stressed scream