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blushing with every moment that I'm with you to shy to say anything. to afraid to lose you. you told me you love me but didnt mean it you pulled down your pants when i was in the car. you called my part sister a hippo just cuz she made me cry. i drew you a picture and you called it cool then you wouldnt let me have it back. when you told me you werent moving and i hug you i felt you lean against me i knew i was shy to give you a hug just cause i gave you a card that you told me you appreciated. that moment i couldnt get you off my mind. i remember smacking your a** when i was hyper you know i make you smile. i think your the hottest mature guy ive met. we maybe be sic months apart but we see each other a lot. i love you but im afraid that im gonna get hurt. you dont care how i look. you had that look inside you eyes that filled me up with joy. i want to tell you how i feel but rejection is what im scared of. when you look at me with that glow on your face i get little butterflies in my tummy and i cant help but smile every time i think about u. you wrote a paper for English class that inspired me i told you it was really good and it was. you gave me that look again that gave me that glow of fire that filled me up with happiness. at first i didnt like you but as years went by you showed me kindness beyonde my wildest dreams. It's funny how not to long ago i found out how nice you really are. it like you never want to hurt me. Do you really care about me that much?