She's this beautiful girl of the age 13 and her name is eMily rOsE hEnDiNgS. I've been in love with her since the first day I've met her, but I've only now been able to tell her (now referring to 7th of Janary 2009). She is wonderful because she's always worried about me and my cousin, making sure we don't mouth off to our authorities or run away (well again anyway). She is sort of a bother though. She's always worried that some other girl will catch my eye and take me away from her. I need her to understand that I'll never leave her, no matter what. Now that I have her, I couldn't be without her. And it doesn't help that she's always busy when I'm trying to make plans with her. It's hard enough keeping it from her parents and having to watch what I say and do around them, but ********, man. I can't have a solid MINUTE of her time. Not even if I call her in the middle of her classes or when I know she's sleeping in. I just wish me and her wouldn't have to keep this a secret so things could be easier and we could discuss our issues openly(well more openly). I don't want to be one of those guys who hurt her.....I don't want to be JUST her best friend who will kepp her deepest, darkest, most private secrets locked deep inside.....I want to be the only guy who told her I love her and really meant it....Not the cheater, or the liar, or the douche bag that ignores her....I want to be the only one she can TRULY say loved her enough to stay by her side through every obstacle and disaster that comes her way.... I guess all I'm trying to prove is that I don't just love her...I'm IN love with her....And if ANYONE tries to come between us.....I'll kick your ******** a**.
XxSeme_NatsuoxX · Sat Jan 24, 2009 @ 03:28am · 1 Comments |