WeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEe!!!!!!!!!!! My sister listened to this one piano song i have in my Ipod, and she LOVED it!! Yay!! I feel so happy. When the song was done, she was all like "Oh.... bravo...! Bravo...!" clapping her hands! xD I feel so special right now. AUGH!! CRAP!!! NOO!! I just remembered the dreams I've been having!! ARGHHHH!!! IT'S SO SCARY!!! FRICKING STERLING KEEPS ON POPPING UP IN THEM!!! AND HE'S LIKE, ONE OF THE WORST BUDDIES THAT I HAD!!! WE'RE NOT EVEN FRIENDS ANY MORE!!! AUGH!!! I HATE HIM!!!!! gonk emo if you want to know why I hate him, here is an explanation:
I was.... sorta liking him (I know, for my buddies in school ) so I sorta annoyed him with teasing I'm guessing? So, then he turned all mean towards me, and so I get all depressed. I tried hugging him like we used to hug, since... he turned all 'oh-so-mature'. So now, whenever I step close to him, he backs away. And now I think that I repulse him and crap.... which makes me really sad. Just the thought of me making him sick is... I dunno. It just sucks. And... since I liked him for a short period of time... it hurts even more since those thoughts keep on popping in my head whenever I finish having the stupid dreams.
GOD I WROTE ALOT!! THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST I HAVE EVER WRITTEN!!! O_0;;
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