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Everything I do is wrong to him.. Every step, every breath, every twich of my fingers.. Theres nothing I can say... Nothing I can do... I sit here waiting for him to speak.. But all I get is silence... What must I say? What must I do? The longer this goes on the more I sink into this bleak empty space I call a heart.. I no longer feel the pain he causes but now it's only a numb feeling. A feeling of pain and sorrow.. Is this doomed to be the rest of my life? A life were he watches as I drown in my own tears? A life were the one I love... Will never love me back...?