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It's Over, I'm Done

Sick of crying....tired of trying.
Yeah I'm smiling, but inside, I'm Dying.
I stand out in this rain, so no one can see my pain.
Surrounded by shame, I won't ever feel the same.
Before this I was lively, but now please kill me oh so kindly.
This life has torn me apart, pierced my soul, and shattered my heart.
This minutes are my last, to look back on the past, and witness thine curses cast.
I was born into a family, so empty and full of despair.
My life from then on didn't seem quite so fair.
Treated like a monster, I ran away from home.
Hoping to find happiness, I went out on my own.
Now I have friends, that actually care about me.
I want to go back home to visit, but my family just can't see,
how their cruelty and treatment had stabbed me like a knife.
They just couldn't understand, that I can't deal with this life.
I'm done, I'm through, I'm ending this now.
I'll be just another addition, to the suicidal crowd.....