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dear diary

today was a good day after yesterday. i dont get that why in every realationship i have, they suspect im cheating on them. then when i hear that THEY are the ones that are with another gurl they get all defencive and say IM the one thats doing it i havent done anything to them when THEY are the ones that are hurting me. i just dont think that when im in a realationship i want them to be truthful on what they want with me instead of get together with me on just my looks or what i have that they like and only lasts for a while then goes away. when i want to be with a guy, i want them to like me for what i have thats timeless. it can break easy yet soft to the touh. lives and breaths like a living person, has feelings, warmness lasts through any winter storm.it beats as steady as a heart. dont make it what its not. its not hateful. its not vegful, its not in vain, it doesnt cause pain, tears, or anything that is harm ful. it is kind it is patient.

that thing i am talking about......
is love