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They say the hardest battle you'll ever fight is when u battle yourself take a hard look at yourself. I looked at myself and I need a lot of help. I don’t like what I see. I don’t see me. i see a monster. It’s kind of scary seeing yourself like that but the fact of the matter its u and it’s a cold hard fact. but today I’m finally going to face it I’m going to face me I’m going to Vs myself and i have to do it myself i cant borrow any help. Here we go I set the playing field in my mind total darkness there is nothing behind me. I take two steps up and one to the left then I got the sudden chill like death. I was near. I put my guard up ready for war I come up to me and strike myself on to the floor. I get up and wipe the blood dripping form the corner of my mouth. I set my stance like paws to the south. I look and I look I wait for his next move bam a blow to the back of my head it knocked me out of my shoes. I say to myself I refuse to lose to you. I got up with a burst of speed like never before I swing left and right connecting with my south paw. I left my self cold on the floor. Thinking I was dead I walked away a voice say thought it was ova then came a horrible odor. I struck from the right blinding my right eye I swung with a right it caught me by surprise. Now I'm on the floor bloody and cold I say to myself no I cant die hear I cant disappear. I staggered to my feet though it was hard I looked my left in the eyes then put up my guard. I scream I’m not done hear I’m not dying here I’m not dying with this fear. I jet at me at we meet with a clash at last its done. I stand over myself proud of what I've done I have won. I slayed the monster that was I, I finally died. But then I look at myself and I'm stunned by what I see. I was the monster and the monster was me. With my last voice I say with a smirk on my face if I died today then you die with me!