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i dont know why but im depressed..... confused i feel realy lonly lately.... Whats wrong with meeeee....... crying i-i-i feel so sad and lonly. i have friends now but its starting to feel like it did when i was in elemetary school in C.A., like i have to hide things, like what i like, what i dont like..... I feel like an outcast during gym and when ever im at school. Some Girl EVEN THOUGHT AND CALLED ME A STINKING GAY GUY!!!!!!!!!!!
gonk i want to crawl into a deep dark place and kill myself!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel so alone. No one knows how i feel. i always seem happy on the outside but im diying on the inside. i just cant take this anymore!!!!

i can't stand to even call my friends true friends anymore. maybe i should go into soliduted and never come out. cry i feel im not needed at all and that i have no place

happy all howalls day
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