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shes so tired
she cant take it any more
she just wants to scream at the top of her lungs
she knows it wont help
but she needs to get out the way she feels

she spent so many years hiding
hiding this from everyone
she puts all her energy into keeping it a secret
she cant let anyone know
she cant even talk about it in front of her best friend that already knows
she just cant
it hurts to much

she hates that she does this
but she can not stop on her own
she says its nothing
but that nothing is killing her
killing her in front of everyone she knows

she doesnt know what to do
she is so lost
so lost in this crazy messed up world
she just gave up
she cant try anymore
she just wants to end it all
she cant deal with any of this
its to much on her
she just wants to go to sleep for ever

she will miss the very few people she cares about
but she doesnt care any more
she just cant take it
she has to get out of this world

now....
....shes gone.....