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This was everything and nothing at the same time.
I tried for perfection (or what i thought it was) and I found that without the beautiful essence of words, I am nothing. It seems to be that simple.
Today is not a normal day,, it is THE day.
yess,, Fred is on his way?! <33

I shudder at the thought.
Could this be excitement?
I'm nervous.
Fear?
I'm so very ready.

But as I was slowly stalking the stair, the words failed me, flying through clenched teeth like the lovely butterflies of a harsh spring.
She cried then..

What could i do but stare as the tears fell into elvin pools at my ankles?
And then, almost as quickly as it had began, it was over, and i now am trying to find the "perfect" words to describe that feeling.

He doesn't know it yet but i wrote him a song,,
It is about love and heartache.
Peace and war.

The broken ties of a soft conscience.

I know you can relate.