Is it just me, or do most parents not listen to their children? My parents seem to think I'm insane because I "dwell on things that don't need it." Well, you know what? It's important to me! Things especially in my bedroom fly across the room, and yet the thing that really stinks is that my parents are NEVER around when it happens, so they say that it's not real. Just this past weekend, my parents were at the coast fishing. Sometime late last night, or early this morning, a strange metallic clang woke me from a semi-deep sleep. At first, I thought it was one of my cats playing with one of my things, so I said the first cat that came to mind's name, Sherwood, and the noises stopped... Well, from that, you would assume that it was just the cat, right? well, I quickly realized that Sherwood was laying right next to me, not down where I had heard the noise. I turned on the light and saw one of my incense burners laying on the floor near my jewelry case. It had been sitting on a table near my dresser, and was as close to the dresser as it could get. There were things between it and the jewelry case, too... I have always known that there are spirits in my house, and that they like to play with my stuff. Heck, Ishtra was sleeping over one night and saw one of my stuffed cats literally lift up from were it was sitting and go right for me, as if someone had picked it up and thrown it at me. I knew this wasn't my cats, either, because one of them was outside, one was right next to me, and the other was laying out in the hall with the dog. I just wish that there were someone aside from Ish and her family who would believe me that something's not right in this house. Ishtra's mom came by a couple of weeks back and did a blessing on the house, supposedly getting rid of all negative spirits in the house. I felt the air in the house lift after she finished, so I knew that at least something had left... But, now I just don't know what to do anymore. These spirits have been in this house since we moved here when I was not even a year old. I've always lived with them, but I also majority of the time had some other living human being in the house with me. When I'm alone, I feel that there is someone who is going to break into the house and rape me, or something strange is going to happen, and I feel trapped in the house when I'm alone. It scares me to think of what may happen should one of these spirits actually try to do something to harm me. I've considered moving in with my fiance, Guardian of Foxes, for quite some time, too... This house, though I've lived here my entire life, it scares me. ((crap, and as I'm writing this I am starting to cry tears of fear... someone's looking at me... ninja )) Some of you probably think I'm crazy, too, and that's alright. But whatever is in this house loves to pester me to no end, and I bet is trying to make me look like I'm insane to my parents. It's driving me up the wall. I've tried explaining these happenings to my parents, but they keep brushing it off, saying that I need to think of other things. But I think thinking of my own safety should be the biggest thing here, and when I feel something threatening me, I have to tell someone. I was going to call Ishtra this morning, but remembered she had to work. I just don't know what to do anymore...
Teko Erin Community Member 
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