in the past few months I have been forced to change the foundation of who I am...to not only please other people but to improve myself. >-< I will be the first to admitt I am flawed. I have improved on my attachment to people and my behavior towards people. Being bipolar....that is a disease...I am not on medicine for it so sometimes I blow up at people sometimes. =-= I am working to improve on that right now. I have lost too many close friends for really stupid reasons. Perffecting someone is impossible but people can change. >-< Things changed for me and I had to adapt. Some people on gaia I owe long, extensive apologies and others really do hate me for the most rediculous reasons. Either way I want to fix that so I am changing. Trying not to be so negative all the time and working to BREATH when I really just want to slug someone. When I want to call my little sister something evil I try calling her a cute nickname now. >-< NOT PERFFECTED YET BUT IN THE PROCESS!!!!
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