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i've been getting kinda depressed lately and i think it has to do with school or something. i just keep thinking these suisidle thoughts and dont know why and its just been getting worse over the past few days. i seem slightly depressed at school but trust me it takes alot of effort not to friggin break down and cry -yes i am a guy no im not gay and yes men do cry sometimes- hell it may be my music that is doing it to me but idk i doubt it though. im the loner type that just sits by himself if he wants to. hell there is no real explanation to y but i do believe that i am getting more and more depressed but im sure i'll get out of it - i hope soon-
i think im becoming emo slightly but idk really but i havnt gone cutting myself yet so yea