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Recently, my life has been connected in the queerest way to stars. It all started when a wax and water divanition received a blob of wax in the shape of a few stars.

A month or two later, I had an odd dream in which a friend of mine tells me to "Give yourself up to the stars!" and I fell hesitant, yet it is the one thing I truly desire. The dream ends as I scream "I will!" on the balcony on some building (The dream takes place on this balcony).

A few more months and I go to a star party up in a very remote spot where I saw more stars then ever before. I learned how to reconize 4 constalations and the north star. I remember being enchanted, not really caring to look through the telescope for a much better veiw of nebulas and stars, rather content to sit and just watch the sky from my position below.

Last night I had a second star related dream, this one possibly even more undecipherable. It was about a group of imortals who were in charge of "Watching" the stars. I had a wish to join this goup (they were all just normal mortals at some point in time.) My mom got me in and I remember having to pass some sort of test (following a long string of stars to another constalation, I was led by some thing, a creature that shouldn't be ale to make and read maps, but could. Later in the dream, after who knows how much time had passed, I was doing this sort of gliding thing where I had these pair of hard winds, somewhat like the kind airplanes have. I was borrowing them from some girl, and I walked of a cliff above this srange ocean I'd never been to in my life. We glided above it (I was holding onto the girl so she was flying too, I am not near as strong in real life to old up a person for as long as I did then) I believe we were too heavy for the glider thing so I flew back and then took off again. The second time we barely made it back, so that was the last time. What was strange about the glider, was that I could control it. It flew where I wanted to go, all by what my mind was telling it to do! After the gliders, I was on the same bus/train thing from multipule other dreams with my friends/classmates (I reconized two, Kiaya, and Eric. Friends of mine in real life). We were chatting and such. Later, it was some sort of ceramony (Kiaya and Eric becoming a watcher, I believe it was.) I was talking to some people I knew before I became a watcher of the stars (they did not reconize me because my face remained unchanged from before.) Mom pulled me away and said "Denali! You must not talk to people you know! You died three years ago!" The dream ended after that line and it was almost 11:00 a.m. when I glanced at my clock.

So there are the strange connections, both in reality, and in my dream world, to stars. Even after typing all that I still don't know what it means.