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Hollow world...

Lately I've been feeling a bit empty (aside from the fact I think I'm dying). I haven't felt like I have the will to do anything. I don't necessarily feel lonely just that I feel other people will never live up to my standards or understand my ideas. Even If they understand me the won't respect me... I've had these problems a lot recently unlike when I was younger, thought there was a certain time when I was young that I felt a bit like this as well but this time it's more serious. I don't have any actual friends, just acquaintances. There are some people at school that I want to make friends with but they have been at the school longer than I have and kind of ignore me. There are others who don't ignore me but they don't really have anything in common with me, or are too solitary. I also hate how people can be so blind as to what consequences they are creating for themselves, and everything around them, through their irresponsible actions. These are the only definable aspects of my emptiness... there are other aspects of which I can't explain. Perhaps it's because no one understands me or cares at all in a serious way about anything. Or maybe its because the massive population of the world has diverted everyone's attention and made their interactions with one another more brief and insincere. Whatever it is... I don't think anyone will understand... no one will care... they will go on with their lives without sincerity, morality, or happiness.