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I just got surgery done yesterday. I had my wisdom teeth (all four) taken out. I'm wondering when I'm going to get hit in the face. I almost expected him to, or to grab me by it when he stormed into my room. No, he only yelled at me some more. His friend was in the wrong, but they were almost 3/4 drunk by 6:30, so what can you expect BUT poor judgement. Yeah, I'm taking meds, and I don't like to take meds so I've been taking the minimum. I mean, I'm supposed to take 1-2 vicatine, but I'm hardly taking a half. He says literally 'don't overdose' , and i say that's rude- like you're almost expecting me to. I know better than that because I saw what it did to someone I loved. So it hurt, and when I said it was rude, my dad said that just because I was in pain doesn't mean that I can be a b***h. I'm thinking, what does pain have to do with it?! And also, how dare you call me a b***h when you should be saying that to your friend for saying that to your OWN DAUGHTER. I haven't taken anything in over six hours except the antibiotics. I have a high pain tolerance, so I can take it. It's not like I want to take the meds anyhow, so now my eyes are leaking, my face is swollen, and I don't think I respect any of them anymore. I only respect people who respect me, and when you lose your respect you have to earn it back. Maybe when they're sober they'll realize how much of an a** they were to me. I didn't do anything wrong. I keep telling myself that, but that doesn't make the tears stop falling...