repetitive dream, i walk out from a shadow of a building i never knew, in a town that seems so familiar. l know all the names of these people but i can not remember them, i know their faces and yet i can not see. i walk lost on a path i know by heart. i sing a song but i can not speak. my demon screams in my head but all i hear is the gentle breeze. i wrap my arms around the waist of the one which i hold dear but nothing is there, i cry these sad tears laden with sorrow, and yet my face feels nothing and the ground remains dry. my wound pours blood and yet no one see my pain, no ones knows who i really am. all the faces i see i can not picture, these names escape my mind, and sorrow wells in my heart. i collapse from exasperation.
~Et tu effundo ex coccinus~