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A poem i wrote
A story/poem about a young 23 year old girl who's boyfriend left for three years

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I have no words to say to you.... you left me hear in leftover lust

How could you leave me hear through the rust and rotten dust.

At night I miss you shadows that once layed beside me

I told you once to go away and just let me be

but you didn't and you stayed,

trying to be the hero that you are

now just look at you...your locked up behind brass and rusty bars.

when i told you he was coming you should have ran away

but instead you striked him first his hand striked last,

you thought you could run away but that you were caught too fast

but you hit the wrong man and now in a pool of blood he lays.

I waited to long in the making to have you come back,

so I used the pistol you gave me to try and make things black.

Your time to get out was yesterday

but when I called they say you left

there is to many days like today

days I haven't slept

you said you would see me in a long lasting three years

so that only gave me 1,095 days

to let out so many tears.

so here I stand with a pistol to my head ready to make my breath the last

then a man came though the door behind trying get the pistol out of my hands fast

I yelled kicked and screamed at him i wanted to leave this world

but then I got a look at him and my head began to take a swirl

at that point i gave up on fighting and finally let go

and there he was holding my arm in a shirt of pale indigo

on the back it said Gods living Grace

oh god I know this face

it was him at last and i collasped in his arms

I thought he left me out here to see the worlds wrongs and harms

but he said I came back to you and i this time will do you no wrong

and then i couldnt blocked the tears just all came out

but I really wanted to sit there and shout

he came back for me

and this time he'll never leave

because he knows what right and wrong

and this time

this new beginning

he did not do leave

and he rarely left me there in years long.

so this is what concludes the the things he left behind and now you think it's just me who is indeed wild

but he didn't just do that

he left me to bare a child.

she is only two

and he still doesn't have a clue

the pain and tiredness i went through

to bare it alone

to leave me behind

at time it made me cry

because she looked like him

but now we can raise our child and give her things she needs

and this is it of the story and i hope you should know

always love your family

even if push comes to shove.