This poem is dedicated to Claudia. As Ive told you she moved away May 19, 2008.Ive tried to block her and our memories from my mindm, *sigh* but I know the memories will return 1 day.....
On the bus to our yearly six flags trip at our school. I wrote her 1 last poem.
"Left Behind"
I found love!
I lost love.....and yet again I am alone.......
I.....I.....I cant belive its true.Nothing I can say or do can stop you.....
I can only look on in disbelief.I can only watch you fade away on that lonley ,disalent,silent,road.
I can only fall to my knees unable to see for I am blind with tears that fall free.
I wont/ and wasent even able to say goodbye.I can only walk that lonely road untill you return,or if you return.Im left behind as a memorie or only that of a voice or image for now,left in the sands of time.
I cant speak or breath.....Its like when someone dies and your in the same room.Its so coold, and yet it feels so awakard and quiet.Its devestating to feel a human soul leave the room.
You were the only one that made me happy, you were the only one that made the sunshine for me.Yo.....y....you were the only one that made me SMILE!!!!!!
THE ONLY ONE WHO REDUCED ME TO MERE TEARS!!!!! THE ONLY ONE I WANTED WHEN I WAS ALONE,LET DOWN, AND UPSET!!!!!YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE ONLY ONE TO STOP MY TEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........
So untill you return,it shall forever rain in my eyes.
So many things left undone.
So many things left unsaid.
So many things left unfelt.
So many things left behind.
Most of all these tears.......Claudia......these tears left unwashed from my eyes.....
I will wait untill we meet again.When we do, I hope to hold you close in the rain, tears steaming,out of love, joy, and happiness and exchange yet another kiss to say ive missed you so much......
But untill then I will walk as the sunsets and feel that lonlieness yet again.
So for now....I....I....I am left behind.........
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