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my friend got mad at me at the end of the school day today.. the whole 8th grade watched a movie (Alvin and the Chipmunks) today, because we did these math classes to help us for the CRCT, and this was our reward...

but i wanted to sit with all my friends.. i ended up sitting beside most of them, but Ty and Moni were sitting somewhere else... i tried to get Ty to sit with us, but i guess she didn't want too... but still.. i ended up sitting beside him.. (i'll post about all that in the next one, but this was more important..)

but after the movie, we were at lockers, and all the other's had went to there homerooms and mine and his homeroom were in the same direction.. i ran into Ty at her locker on the way, and i tried to hug her, but i think she pushed me away.. i dont remember what she said, but right when i turned around, i started crying... i didn't even really care if he saw.. i just went to my homeroom and cried.. one girl asked me what was wrong and i told her and she said it'd be good.. that things like this healed in no time...

i asked my homeroom teacher if i could go to vanna's room, she said no, but asked it i wanted to go to the restroom*(it was obvious that i was crying..) i told her no, and went back to my desk and cried a little more.. after i cleared up a little, i asked the teacher if i could get a drink of water, and she said yes..

i got my water and them went to vanna's homeroom but she wasn't there, so i went back to mine... i ended up running into her in the hallway when they dissmissed busses, so i told her what happened and she hugged me and told me it would be alright.. she ended up joking around with Gavin and half way forgot about me... on the bus i cried some more, and prayed a little...

on the walk to my house down my road, i cried more, and finnally cleared up at my driveway.. i'm better now, cause my brother got home and made me laugh, and then i was able to get on here.. so i'm better, though my eyes still stings and my nose is a little stuffy... i'll be better tomarrow though, and hopefully Ty wont be mad at me... and neither will Moni... they've been my friends since kindergarden and i dont want to loose thier friendship now...