i say this as wow becasue its so soon after my last journal entry did any of the 2 of your that read this know that Jack is most likely comming like this summer too! when i read it i really did go all super fan girl the scream and everything! im a little scared though like "OP! suprise he really is just some creepy old guy!" or "ewww. You meanyou really look like that?" or "oh im sorry i cant go because i just dont want to date you anymore" im sooooo stupid for saying all that but it is sorta what i think will happen or i'll be so nerves i wont be able to say real sentences or something like start one and then completly black out im actully half expecting to faint if we meet or just not realize its him GRAWR!!! i wish i just wouldnt think about it me thinking equals bad i almost always think something really bad is going to happen or something really crazy good and for the last one get let down everyone though is telling me "yes Larissa he is real! He totally loves you and everything. We so envy you!" or "OMG! will you shut up! its not like h real. and if he is then you'll never met!" RAWR! conflicted is the feeling of which i have and im really tired and dont know why sooo night night time in like ten minutes
LOVE YA{hopes hes real} icrush~<3
Icrush · Sun May 04, 2008 @ 06:22am · 0 Comments |