okay it has been a long time. but anyway. i'm going to go see a therapist. wonderful. my friend is totally ignoring me. my other friend refuses to reply to talk to me. and the other one is avoiding coming over. this is really screwy. why can't my life be normal crying . no one loves me or likes me or wants to be my friend. even my mum doesn't like me my borther hates me. how is it possible that everyone hates me? i mean am i really that hateable. i mean i don't bable on for hours i'm not an idiot i'm considerate. andi really want a friend that will actually do stuff and'or call me because once this summer is over no one will officailly called me in 2 years to do some thing like get together. i mean call me (rarely) like once every 2 months at the most just to talk. they don't want to do anything they just want to tell me their sob story ask my advice blah blah blah. trust me it gets boring. and when they call just to talk it's like why are you watsting my time i mean really you are just calling to talk to me. and let me guess your just calling so as to clear your conscience. cause trust me you do not watn me against me. i'm not a thug i just have alot of connections. my one friend is like do you hate me i say no and i really don't i'm just pissed at her.
okay enough venting
 mirrorith · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 08:30am · 0 Comments |
