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You know what's odd? I can't handle my problems on my own. I become a tad implosive and recover afterwards. I'm trying to do it on my own; keeping problems to myself. When people ask if there's something wrong, I shake my head and say I'm fine or something of the sort. I apparently suck at pretending because there is a lot of prying to make me spill my guts.
I noticed a while ago that I DEPEND on my friends to help me get through problems. Is that okay? With all the moving that I do and seeing how my family members are betrayed by people they truly trust, I'm not sure if I should be depending on friends so much.
That made me think I'm lacking independence. Who wants to be dependent and weak minded?
I'm not sure if I'm being wrong about this.
But I know I'm having a hard time keeping it in and fixing things. Even the small problems, they snowball.

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