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So today, my grandparents threw a birthday party for my cousin, her daughter, and my other cousin's daughter.(Sounds confusing, I know. But both of my female cousins have daughters now. One of my cousins is 19-20, the other is 17. Their daughters are 2, and 1.) I hung out with my slightly older guy cousin, watched him get his a** killed on Call of Duty, and snickered over him yelling at the tv. All in all, it's been a good day, I guess. Except well, I miss a lot of people.

I miss Matt, haven't been able to talk to him since friday. Which may or may not be a good thing actually with how weird things have been lately..

I miss Josh, oddly enough. I miss the random friend who used to draw things on yahoo with me, and joke about movies as I was watching them.

Overall, I feel pretty damn nostalgic. Which is weird, considering I hate a lot of those memories. I don't like thinking about painful memories at all. After awhile, you just become numb to it all. I miss all my old friends. Which doesn't make any damn sense. I feel like going to take a walk. xD Which may be a good idea considering how frustrated I am with myself.