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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
"I open myself to you, I hide away from the truth"
My weakness is that I care too much
"I care to much for the ones I love"
And my scars remind me that the past is real
"EVerything that happened....was real"
I tear my heart open just to feel
"I open up, just to see if I still feel"

Drunk and I'm feeling down
"Just wanting to hide the pain"
And I just wanna be alone
"Why can't you leave me be?"
I'm pissed cause you came around
"why do you not leave me"
Why don't you just go home
"Why couldn't you stay away?"
Cause you channel all your pain
"Place all your pain upon my shoulders"
And I can't help you fix yourself
"But I can't help you at all."
You're making me insane
"I'm goning crazy"
All I can say is
"WHat I have to say is"

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
"I opened myself up to you, but I hid myself from the truth"
My weakness is that I care too much
"I care to much for those I protect"
And our scars remind us that the past is real
"It was all real."
I tear my heart open just to feel
"I just want to see if I can still feel"
I tried to help you once
"I wanted to help you"
Against my own advice
"I knew I shouldn't have"
I saw you going down
"I saw your soul was dieing."
But you never realized
"But you never saw"
That you're drowning in the water
"You were going under, with her help."
So I offered you my hand
"I tried to help you come back"
Compassions in my nature
"I had to help you, my friend"
Tonight is our last stand
"this is the last time I help you"

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
"I just can't take it"
And I just wanna be alone
"Leave me be."
You shouldn't ever come around
"I wish I didn't have to protect you!"
Why don't you just go home?
"Why can't you leave me be?"
Cause you're drowning in the water
"You are slowly dieing."
And I tried to grab your hand
"I tried to help you"
And I left my heart open
"I just wanted you to see"
But you didn't understand
"You just couldn't see"
But you didn't understand
"why couldn't you see?"
Go fix yourself
"go help yourself"

I can't help you fix yourself
"You need to do this on your own."
But at least I can say I tried
"But I gave it my best"
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
"I need to care about my self too."
I can't help you fix yourself
"I can't help any more"
But at least I can say I tried
"But I tried"
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
"I need to fix myself..."

"So please. I need to do this on my own and help myself."






This is something I came up with. it means sothing. XD