Gosh, I thought there would be a lot more funny Entries.
But I have to get this out, and this is the only place i can do that without anyone knowing who I am.
(besides you, Mandalore... your like a brother to me) rofl
Okay, in my last post, I said I was going off to cry.
I said that jokingly.
I have cried ever night since my date.
The date itself was perfect. Chinese food, cute movie, playing with my hair, romantic music.
But there was no spark.
I'm not into the mushy, flowers ever day, candies, candle lit dinners.
That's all I'm getting. he thinks that this is what's going to get me. He says that next time it will be even more romantic.
I cry because I don't know what to do. This guy seems smitten with me, cant stop thinking about me...
but I don't feel that way about him. Does that matter? do I still go for it, pushing my own feelings aside? Is that true love?
He gets so depressed, so easily. I feel like if I don't stay with him, he might go and shoot himself.
He said I've stopped him from doing that before.
this post has gotten to long... and I haven't even said everything on my heart. why do we have to have hearts?
Don't wish, don't start; wishing only wounds the heart...
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