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I'm ******** pissed!...I mean...I'm actually thinking of crying....and that people doesn't happen often...it's like fights between me and bailey...every great once in a while. But right now I've been told that I'm not allowed on the computer...supposedly I hog the computer...yea I know bullshit. But my guess is louise told my dad this. My dad says that nobody is allowed on the desktop and only trisha is allowed on the laptop(that's cuz of her reading thing so that's understandable.) And now my dad doesn't know when he's coming home...either tomorrow or next week. And if he doesn't come home tomorrow I'm gonna call him and give him a piece of my mind. Cuz I come up here to spend time with him and he's not here...so I get on the computer to talk to the friends I left behind this whole ******** summer. I left them behind for what? to spend time with a ******** apartment...with his girlfriend who complains, bitches, and moans every other ******** second?! It's ******** bullshit! I told Jonette that I wanted to go home. Yea the hellhole that I despise...the drama and bullshit. I want it back. Cuz at least there I dont feel like everything's being ripped away...

*À mes amis d'adieu de la mort....*

Nobody's Home:

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, What's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Chorus:
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
Now you can't find
What you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place, yeah

Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
she's lost inside, lost inside
oh oh
she's lost inside, lost inside
oh oh oh