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As most of you know im haveing "problems"
i qoute these becasue some people oveosly have more things going on then i
but anyway
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sense Jack asked nicely i wont even ask Ben for my safty pins back
{or as he calls them "danger pins"}
im also trying not to be as balimic as i once was!
i mean now i do want to try some sort of drug but i most likely wont
i also cant wait for 2010!
thats when i will probubly meet Jack!
3nodding 4laugh 3nodding
i know the little of you that read this wont want to read this but...
i sooo cant wait till we see each other in real life!
i will most likely rape you and i've been thinking...
i think i will make-out with you the first time we meet because of lack of kissing or anything sexual for well my entire life untill that day!
4laugh
now back with today!
i was really depressed starting at the end of 5th period because i thought "Jacks not going to have been on and i leaft those 2 really long messages so he wont even want to talk to me" but i get home and am like *fangirl scream* "he was on!!!"
it was the high light of my day
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also becasue im stupid and leaft my cell phone on the bus in the afternoon and im really hopeing that my bus driver saw it and was like "this must be Larissa's!" because if not
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goodbye world!
and after that my dad was all like "sooo your not playing that game on your phone today?" and me thinking quick and easy says "i thought i would give it a break not just that im sorta bored of it because of playing it soo much"
quick catch on my count i just hope my dad doesnt find out i lost it at all or i will still be dead XP
OH YEAH!!!
over the weekend we watched a movie called Go Ask Alice!
theres a book with it too and its a true story but i dont think her real name was Alice because that would be too good of a title! XD
but long story short
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she is clean untill she meets up with someone from her old school and they all do drugs together and stuff and then she runs away from home like any good drugy would then comes back home and rats out some other drugy cus they were frick'n crazy. Then everyone started to hate her then she was sober again for at least 2 or 3 months and she is even refusing drugs and dont hang out with those people any more.but then she stopped writeing in her diary 2 or 3 months before she dies from a drug overdose so she died from emotionally satisfing ending 3!
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the emotionally satisfing ending thing is while watching it we thought it would be a happy ending and that didnt make me and Sammy very happy so we thought of good ways for it to end! starting from first to last here they are
1)falls down stairs and through window {when she got back people were pushing her while on the stairs)
2)murder
3)drug overdose
4)swirly{someone said come with me and they went in the bathroom>dads suggestion<}
5)suicide
6)and murder from drug over does on accedent{that means someone ment to kill her from drugs but she didnt know so it was an accedent on her part}
thats all for today kiddies!
LOVE YA!
icrush~<3
 Icrush · Tue Mar 18, 2008 @ 04:21am · 3 Comments |
