Hello again. I know I don't post in here much, but I felt the time was right. I'm currently in Idaho, approximately 1,000 miles away from home, family and most importantly, Brett. I'm trying to chill, reading Catch 22 (if you've never read it, GTFO AND BUY IT!) but every time I get relaxed, things start going into insane retarded mode. I cant keep anything at a normal level anymore in my body. My heart goes stupid, my breathing gets labored, I'm tired all the time and every freaking cell in my body hurts. Come to think of it, it's constant now, not just when I'm not doing anything.
What ever, it's annoying, but there's not much I can do about it. I've got too much to worry about right now. I'm finishing my first year of college, which means I've only got one more year before I'm totally stuck. I have no idea what to do, I've been looking at schools in the area, but thats so far away. I don't want to leave Brett, cuz he's going to go to a different school for the time being, but I can't stand the idea of staying in California longer than I have to. I've only lived there for 3 years and I'm already ready for the god damn state to shove off into the ocean.
I'm leaving for Mississippi in about 2 months to finish my old house so we can finally sell it. I'll be there for 2 months...all of my old friends are already planning parties and junk for me to come to. One of them has already got a place in mind and has a list of people he wants to come. It's cool though.
Well, I'm done rambling on and on. No one ever reads these things anyway.
What ever, it's annoying, but there's not much I can do about it. I've got too much to worry about right now. I'm finishing my first year of college, which means I've only got one more year before I'm totally stuck. I have no idea what to do, I've been looking at schools in the area, but thats so far away. I don't want to leave Brett, cuz he's going to go to a different school for the time being, but I can't stand the idea of staying in California longer than I have to. I've only lived there for 3 years and I'm already ready for the god damn state to shove off into the ocean.
I'm leaving for Mississippi in about 2 months to finish my old house so we can finally sell it. I'll be there for 2 months...all of my old friends are already planning parties and junk for me to come to. One of them has already got a place in mind and has a list of people he wants to come. It's cool though.
Well, I'm done rambling on and on. No one ever reads these things anyway.
