Before any damn one of you post saying im wrong, this aint so. Realize this is a ******** rant, deal with it.
Ok lets see lets just tell our members not to talk any more in the thread. So they will be further apart and we can care less about them. Thats basicly the sentiment of g-angel any more. A dream I wanted to be, but now something that has become a total nitemare. Maybe bliz was right in thinking there are back stabbers there. Sure we are to help newbies but we cant talk about any thing else that is not related to gaia. BULLSHIT! Face it you have your pets those you will do any thing for, the rest of us have to earn every thing our own damn way. Forget those that havent been on in a while we will just move them to angels past. Dont bother to tell any one they were there before, watch us make the mistakes. Sure its a help thread I get that, but ever since I have been here there was no damn restriction on how we were to act or how we are to talk. NOTHING!!
You have your tight nit socity, something I will never fit into dont tell me I will cause I wont. Dont had me lines "its all going to be better before", No the thread is on its way down just none of you see it. Now you going about changing every thing I was tought just so we can praise this person or this person, oh look how many newbies they have helped lets just move them above those that have done more work but dont deserve the credit. You expect me to listen to those that try to get me to conform??
Face it you love to mix love with power, contiversy with sentiment, dont like fights but wont tolerate a disscussion!! Thats how most got the jobs they did. Yet it could take years before someone like me will ever be able to do any thing right by you.
Thats why Im debating being an angel, all of you care more about the thread and how its seen by newbies while making the rest of us miserable. You forget there is an underground of those that dont like us any how. You say its wrong for those that are over looked to b***h about it. I have been over looked before too, yet I havent bitched about it, yet you make it ok to do so. Now who the hell are the newbies to follow. Not a damn one of you thanked me for what I did so you all could go to the masquerade. And your telling me I should care about the change in rules now?? Whats right whats wrong?? Nothing any more makes sence. Who cares the knife does to me. It just might taste me again tonight.
A song thats just fits g-angel:
"Tear Away" by drowning pool
I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me God damn I love me I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone
SaraWhiteWolf · Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 09:05pm · 4 Comments |