Today I feel very sad. I can't explain why and when I see the smiley "loved" on someone's MySpace it makes things worse. I feel like not one guy will ever truly love me.... not anymore. I'm so tired of feeling this way. I can't understand any of it, too much drama in school and in life. I so sick of seeing couples when I'm a loner, I want to be loved, truly loved...
Is there something wrong with me...? Am I that bad? What ever did I do to make everyone stray...? Another thing is is that I cannot talk to the one person who actually understands me... Big Brother. He is too busy in his own life and with the Army. He barely gets on anymore and he is never around when I actually need him, he does get on but that is before me and then I get on and he is no longer online. I want to talk to him sooo badly. No one else but him. I'm so alone.... hollow.
Payidevimmo Lrucah Community Member 
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