Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

A blast from the past:
With a clenched fist, I cry for you, I hate you, I love you. Pain is my only friend, and you throw it at me like a hot spear driven into by ribs. I will not fall, I stand, all my life I have, and my pain will never fade, but it will make me stronger. I learned to love because of you, I learned to know the pain of love because of you. In the end, I am the only fool in the crowd, so blind by the haze of love did i not see the truth. Now I walk this silent path alone again, pain nipping at my heels as I go. Yet i will not fall, for if I do, then it means I am dead, and I will not fall because of you, or anyone.

Its sad but true, not all the time, but it sure as hell hurts.