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Yeah, this is me awake.

I only come on the computer at certain weird times because

of my dad. He never likes to see me on the computer, and

it hurts me how he acts towards me, so I only come on

at weird times so he won't catch me on...


I don't think they realize the trouble I go to not to bother them. I try to be

quiet or invisible... I never really ask for anything. I don't bother them at their

own thing. I just don't know. It's like they see me as they want to and

disregard certain other aspects of me. I sometimes feel like killing them. I

know I could, and how easy it would be, but then, of course, I know how

big of a deal it would be to humans, so I don't... Damn. I almost killed some-

one before when wrestling with them... Almost killed them a few times, but I

realized the person's fragility and narrowly let him go- After he would ask me

to show him the moves I did. I wish I wasn't different.