I really hate myself right now. i no longer know when i like... when i love anyone. it hurts me so much i can barly breath. in all seriousness. this isnt another one of my emo poems. im a player and a cheater and i hate myself... just needed to get that off my chest. nobody will see this cause nobody cares about my stupid journal or ideas but hey... i can say it freely here. there have been times that... nevermind i dont want to upset anyone if they see this. my boyfriend will already ride me if he reads this so whatever.
today was a pretty good day on my part. i drew this all out awesome picture of a yin yang sign with four snakes, each with a card suit on it, then blood dripping off it. white and black blood. then a sword is running through it. if any of my weath-friends see this im bringing it to the high school on saturday during the guitar hero tournament.
i just want to say, if your reading this and you know me personally or i talk to you regularly on gaia, that i love you. no matter who i am talking to you are just a great friend. i appricate all of my friends no matter what and im saying it to you cause no matter how often we talk or whatever you are wonderful. im glad i have you in my life and i never want you to leave. EVER... heart heart heart heart
 Keirae Huruma · Sat Jan 26, 2008 @ 06:41pm · 1 Comments |
