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i cant remember what he did. he has no idea how much i love him how much i care about this one boy in this whole universe. he doesnt get how deeply i care for him and the things i do are just confused ways of not knowing how to react to something to terribly unfamiliar to me. i love how much i love him. but how long will he put up with my difficult ways to accept happiness and the ways i handle myself? i miss him every moment he isnt with me but i wont tell him because that kind of thing scares men. he is the love of my life, for real this time. it has to be. im caring too much. im doing things i would never, and yet they seem nothing anymore. i give everything to him, he is my all and my only. i love him. i love him. i love him.
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