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i cared & cared but it never gets me any where
im always sad or too emotial for someone whos hurt
i cry & feel horrible cuz i want to help
i know i cant but i want too try
i want to help i really do...
but i guess people dont always need it....
tears drop down & i try to catch them
i try to hold you but you push away from me very very far....
i hurt, i cry, i struggle, i die....
what shall i do, what can i do, am i worthls, or am i just not strong...
i dont know the reasons but at least i care...
ha what am i saying this is a curse...
it will be for ever... im not caring
im to emotinal.... i know its a good thing, but its also bad
i guess im complaing but who cares.... what i do ~laughs~
i just who knows im just a girl who cares for others
its my curse & its my gift
i dont know if its what i was here for but i kinda hope its not....
well i guess i'll find out later in life
i dont really see why i should waite but i'll do it anyway ~smiles~
well im kinda happier writing this down cuz its making me feel
well.... lets just say i feel alot better than i did last night.... hopfuly
i can change it for my friends, & hopfuly they will except my help
~wich i know they will~ but i hope they care just a tad more just to make me
feel better & not worry to much about the problem when im trying to sleep
i guess thats it i knida dont fel like writing any more at the moment
since im pretty sure all of you know what i mean...
ok im done thx for reading if u did i should say
i dont really care if u did or not most people dont so yea....