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i feel do depressed.

i still love Alex

and when i was looking around Chris's MP3

i found recordings of Alex's random moments.

I listened to the first one.

then i broke down.

"Im just so excited! Cuz i met someone at the bookstore! Someone who likes the same things i do! And im so excited!!!" -Alex

I cried all night listening to it.

i hated the thought of him being with another girl because he was my first love and he broke mt heart.


im just so down today..

and maybe for the rest of my life if alex doesn't explain this to me and help me get though this.

I just wish i was still with him.

crying