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i screwed uo i broke the promas the promas that was never ment to be broken now my gf sarah is not really talking to me and and the way shes talking to me it acts like she never ever cared sarah said she wants the old me back the one that wasnt always pissed off moody and allways hurting him self i was thinking in my head hes never ganna come back but then i told her he would be back in a copple days its ben 2 days and hes almost back and but even if i get my old self back she still wont trust me i know that i just need her to trust me for just a little bit so i can prove to her that the old me is back i dont nessasaraly like the old me but i guess she does but i would do anything for her i love her so much i am just a mess with out her