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Waiting.
Who would of thought...
"Hey, is the positon stillf free?"
"Why, yes it is."
"Where are you?"
"Varrock."
"Ok, i'll be write there."
"Hurry, there is this weird girl who won't stop talking to me."


We were...so good together.

"Hello?.... Nika?"
"Rory?!"
"Yes, I got the right number!"
"I put down a wrong one by mistake, how did you?"
"Luck I supose..."


I..I didn't want to let it die...

"I love you! I can't wait till I can hold you in my arms!"
"Yeah, same here! <333"


I loved her....

"I've decided."
"Decided what?"
"I'm not going to my prom."
"What?! Why?!"
"Because, it wouldn't feel right, going without you here becide me."
"But...but...."
"No buts...I wasn't going to go anyways, unless I had somone, but your not here, so I won't go."
"...Rory..."


I would do anything for her.

"I'm coming out this summer, i'll drive out if I have to?"
"But, where will you stay?"
"If your parent's let me, i'll stay with you guys, i'll pay rent, and help around the house."
"My dad would love that, me and Mom dont' seem to do to much around here."
"If not, i'll try and find a place to stay."


How did it...how did it come to this?

"Rory....there's this guy at school, and I had a crush on him in Grade 10....it stopped but...."
"Nika?"
"He has started to hang out with us again..and...I kinda started to like him again..."
****
"So...if I give you space..to think...you might come back to me?"
"Yeah...maybe, I don't know..."
"Ok..if you want space....then you have it...i'll..i'll try to be strong without you."


I hate this....

"Nika...I love you....I can't bear this....it's so hard...to be strong..."
"******** it's over Rory."
"What?"
"I wanted to stay friends, and my Parent's have been watching us talk since I broke up...and....they want me to cut you off permently by the weekend...."
"Permently!?!?!"
"Maybe it's better this way....you can finaly move on.."


How did it come to this?

"Goodbye Rory...have a good life...don't cry for me....i'm not worth it."
"Nika!"
~Nika has gone offline~


So now i'm standing here...on my own...I'll wait for her... in the darkness, i'll slilp away, and i'll awake and emerge...when we can see eachother again... then I can be whole again.... I love her with all my soul...so... I will wait....

Nika....You are worth it....but...I won't cry...because you asked me to...but...I will wait...

You are worth it...





 
 
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