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I've made it worse,
How could you love me?
I was so terrible to you,
We never expeccted this,
We ever wanted this.

So alone at night,
So alone inside,
I wish I could turn back time.
I can't live with myself
I want it to be me.
You didn't deserve it.

I'm sorry!
Oh dear god! What have I done?
How was I so horrible?
Why did you do it?
I could have changed!
Why was I so bad in the first place?
I hate this!
Please!
Please hear me!
I love you so much!
I am so so so sorry!
I hate myself!

Since i walked into your room;
And saw you;
You weren't there,
You were dead

I killed you!
You couldn't stand me!
I didn't mean it!
Oh god please!
Please forgive me!
I can't live with myself!

I want to tell you I love you!
I want to tell you I'm sorry!